Saturday, 24 March 2012

Heart | Mine | Confuse



Salam. Bismillah.


When confusion get over one, simply heart will feel something wrong. One do think of searching what is wrong and one do try to correct it. Sometime it does not work that way. One will still feel lost, empty and losing hope. Am I doubting in You, Ya Rabb? Why am I feeling this? What am I missing here? Ive tried to calm my heart by reading Sural Al-Insyirah 

 بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم:
Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang


                                    أَلَمْ نَشْرَحْ لَكَ صَدْرَكَ
 Bukankah Kami telah melapangkan untukmu dadamu?, 


                                     وَوَضَعْنَا عَنْكَ وِزْرَكَ 
Dan Kami telah menghilangkan dari padamu bebanmu, 


                                     الَّذِي أَنْقَضَ ظَهْرَكَ 
yang memberatkan punggungmu? 


                                      وَرَفَعْنَا لَكَ ذِكْرَكَ 
Dan Kami tinggikan bagimu sebutan (nama)mu. 


                                    فَإِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا 
Kerana sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan itu ada kemudahan, 


                                    إِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا 
sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan itu ada kemudahan.

 
                                     فَإِذَا فَرَغْتَ فَانْصَبْ 
Maka apabila kamu telah selesai (dari sesuatu urusan), kerjakanlah dengan 
sungguh-sungguh (urusan) yang lain, 


                                     وَإِلَى رَبِّكَ فَارْغَبْ 
dan hanya kepada Tuhanmulah hendaknya kamu berharap.

                                     صدق الله العظيم

Maha Benar Allah swt Yang Maha Agong/Maha Besar


I do ask for His help and I want the problem to get away really fast.  I love to share what I feel with someone but there is no someone out there would listen to me. I do afraid of collapse or even fall apart but... aissshh I dont know what to do anymore. My heart is not in peace. I really want something. Something that would make my heart in ease. Something that can comfort me. Something that speak to my heart. I still search. Mission of searching the inner peace of my heart in my Deen and be clear headed later.

2 comments:

  1. Hasbunal-lahu wa nitmal wakil.'alal-lahi tawakkalna.

    means : Allah is sufficient for us and a great Disposer of affairs is He.Upon Allah SWT we rely.

    lafaz dan yakin biar seiring.insya-Allah, hati akn tenang.

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  2. jazakullah :) hope this would do.

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