There is a chamber in back of my mind that is specially for u. Even me, myself didn't know how I can build it for u. There is a saying "the thing u hate the most is the thing u need the most actually" maybe it is right but who knows what is right and what is wrong. people can't tell the difference cause we can''t judge life. Life is a speeding time that sometimes run slowly and sometimes it feel ages just to make it a minute. I do not know how its feel when ur free time is fill with laughter instead of tears, is fiil with love instead of hatred, is fill with trying instead of giving up, is fill with happiness instead of boredom. and I felt it when I learn to spend my free time with them.